I cry..

I cry because of you

I cry because you let me down

I cry because you made me feel awful 

I cry

I cry because you broke my heart

I cry because you were my daughter and now you rebelled on me and made me feel like I’m nothing to you.. 

I cry because you gave me the feeling that you despise me and my existence 

I cry because you hurt me

I cry

I cry because of you my sister

I cry because I wanted to give you the world and I did, I swear I try my best everyday to see your smile, to see you happy, to make you feel good that I exist.. that you see me

I cry, I cry because I wanted you to be the best and nothing but the beat and all you wanted from me was nothing but hurting me 

I cry because you give me the attitude 

I cry because you don’t care about the way I feel or would feel when you talk to me in a bad way

My tears are streaming down my face and my heart aches and I can’t breathe

I am screaming for help on the inside as I have always been, hoping you would see me.. specially you because I thought we had a connection but no.. you give me nothing but pain and actions that kill

I cry.. I will cry forever and you will never see me because all you care about is anything and anyone but me

I cry.

• Hala K. Gomaa