LIFE?

Life. What a simple yet most sophisticated four letter word.

What does it mean anyways? What does this simple word mean.

It’s everything. Literally every single thing.

Life is happiness, excitements, crying, depression; life is everything but simple. Life is having your first kiss, experiencing your body, moments, hell, heaven, tasteless, tasteful,… and if we go on and on and on we will never get enough to explain what life is.

But you know what? Life is painful in every beautiful meaning of this word.

And yes believe me pain is beautiful depends on what you went through pain could be in giving a life.. pain is in beauty even laughing.

The thing is life is nothing without the people you love, family, companion, friends, or even spouses.

Life is an idea that we have to live by and you can go through hell and back and still like it. Why? Cause you want this because you have people who care for you and got your back no matter what.

But it grabbed my attention that people are not that important because they come and go and as soon as you get over it you’re going to replace them with new ones.

I always had a hole in my life that I felt could only be filled by people, but then I would feel most alone when I was with people. The loneliness caused me to feel insignificant, unsatisfied, depressed, and at times I had thoughts of suicide. I couldn’t find any solutions, but at the same time I feel the total opposite and proud of how far I have achieved. On my own.

Life is too short and painful I know but you learn how to survive, people will come in your way, people who would help.. and people wouldn’t.. the thing is, no one is here to sleep with you in bed for the sake of you being happy but also for the sale of their needs.

For great things never last. Be the one who loves you for you and nothing else.

No boyfriend, no friends, no husband,no mother, no father, or even sisters would last or stay woth you in your all down times. 

Learn how to live and just twist it your own way cause you’re the one who is charge of your life and dreams.

No one will do.. no one will last..

None.

• Hala Gomaa